energy topics again, sharing as an example on how i perceived things now.

Peace Be Upon To You, Peeeeeeeps!

Aku memang seorang yang consistent lah.walaupun post sebulan sekali. 

I would post my thought. Sebab aku rasa thought process aku different from the other persons. Generasi millennial yang woke. I don't know. Maybe just terbiasa independent.

Ok back to energy topic.

Where the attention goes to where energy flows.

I had things in mind yang aku kena ubah cara aku solve problem dulu. Kalau dulu aku cari kawan untuk express. Because life happens to me.

Now, I create my own life. Takkan nak merungut lagi kat member, betul tak? 

Decision untuk kahwin je pun dah satu benda yang besar aku create untuk create life sendiri.

Decision ada anak pun sama.

Decision beli rumah

Decision nak revamp financial planning, nak create business.

Decision besar besar yang kita dah buat takkan kita still nak orang lain tanggung the emotional burden? its super unfair to people around us.

My energy is too big untuk bergosip. Sembang hi hi bye bye ok lah. Nak merungut no more kot. and it doesn't help if I dont start taking any leap of faith. To become better. I am an adult now. I should know better.

So, now whats next?

 I am still sticking to my plan to make things more structured as a wife. Make my husband be ambitious as me.

Nak suruh lelaki jadi better dari perempuan, tak make sense. His ego needed to rule the family. Sesmart ass macammana pun aku, aku pun bukan nya perfect untuk judge the guys untuk "tengok lah macam aku, aku boleh je buat?" No. total wrong. Tapi untuk urge the growth to happen. Yes I can do it. 

I can be a consultant to help him, for himself. 

My husband did well so far. He able to think farther and more focused. As a wife, kita bebel jugak day to day life. Tapi Allah lah yang Maha Perancang atas setiap sesuatu. 

I mold his mindset to make plan apa yang dia nak dalam life. Imagine, create and grow. For himself. and for the family.

Ini yang aku mention sebab kitorang restart our own life. Yes, you can restart your own life berapa banyak kali sekalipun. No matter what kind of situation you are having. Aim for one goal, nak sakinah mawaddah dan rahmah. Then just proceed to next step. Allah ada, dia akan lead the way. Dont worry so much okay.

Think of the brighter side, its all ujian je. Ujian duit, ujian anak, ujian harta, ujian family besar, etc. You gotta handle that. Facing it faster, will solve more issue faster. Just be honest with yourself. What you actually want in your life and in future.

2026, if you still please other than Allah. You not own your own life. Berkerja sendiri or not. Please Him only. 

Maksud, Allah bagi kudrat untuk kita pandai kemudikan kehidupan kita untuk hereafter life. Moga Dia mudah urusan semua yang membaca. 

Note: Ingat ye, 2026 kurangkan please orang, banyakkan declutter, remove emotional baggage, hidden problem, fake smiles dan sebagainya yang fake fake tu. and own the life as Hamba Allah.