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energy topics again, sharing as an example on how i perceived things now.

Peace Be Upon To You, Peeeeeeeps! Aku memang seorang yang consistent lah.walaupun post sebulan sekali.  I would post my thought. Sebab aku rasa thought process aku different from the other persons. Generasi millennial yang woke. I don't know. Maybe just terbiasa independent. Ok back to energy topic. Where the attention goes to where energy flows. I had things in mind yang aku kena ubah cara aku solve problem dulu. Kalau dulu aku cari kawan untuk express. Because life happens to me. Now, I create my own life. Takkan nak merungut lagi kat member, betul tak?  Decision untuk kahwin je pun dah satu benda yang besar aku create untuk create life sendiri. Decision ada anak pun sama. Decision beli rumah Decision nak revamp financial planning, nak create business. Decision besar besar yang kita dah buat takkan kita still nak orang lain tanggung the emotional burden? its super unfair to people around us. My energy is too big untuk bergosip. Sembang hi hi bye bye ok lah. Nak merungut no m...

Ilmiah readings

Peace Be Upon To You, Peeeeeeeps! Hope this post will open some of me and your mind. Memeningkan but worth to know.  Pernah tak dalam satu situasi tu korang rasa penat. Happy but sad? Or numb and sad. But you pin it down. Then stress. Do we really need to be stress in life? tambah waktu waktu tight ni.  Ni bukan kes golongan genz je, ni milennials boomer and dsb. Pun sama. Ada teori mengatakan dunia sekarang berpaksikan frequency dan energy.  Contoh: Cerita Gaza diserang and the other bad news files news tu. So kita nak fokus yang mana.  Back to the words where is attention goes to where energy flows. Fokus is attention. Energy is currency yang mendatangkan faedah, rezeki, kebaikan dan sebagainya. If focus you ke news yang you don’t even like it in bottom of your heart. the energy flows to you will be, the bad bad one.  But if you focus ke news yang best best, or sad like some one needs help like Gaza now. The energy will returns to Gaza, orang akan sympathize a...

I want to be my higher self.

Peace Be Upon To You, Peeeeeeeps! Quuuuick update! after long hiatus Am start on planning to take bigger responsibilities. I am opt for continue adding my  tangible goals .  I have had my current list of goals crossed. However, I still add more. Tamak eh. Allah pembuka jalan. Moga ada Nur. 🤭 BUT, there is hiccups! Hiccups that I think will break me down. But then, opss not yet. I can handle this too. (Quite big for me this time)   I have worked on myself mentally and physically after my second deliver, and masalah bertambah tambah afterwards in terms of work. which I have expected it. And then I studied where does it came from. And found the issue. Now its time to settle it.  Honestly, I dont cut people off these days, I really dont want to. but I need to prioritize which information need to be processed on my level. That is very important. Other wise, its all none of my real business. Tapi Allah no syatu k. Moga Anda pun dapat selesaikan masalah di fikiran anda tan...

2nd Pregnancy experience

Hi guys. Assalamualaikum. Sorry for loooooong overdue for my life update. No one cares, but who cares anyway. By the way, kita dah move in from Cyberjaya to Perak. hee. Thank you husband and family i (abang zu) sebab membantu in terms of booking lori, drive lori, angkat barang turun naik. I duduk je sebab tak larat. Long story short. Kita tak sedar pun kita pregnant second baby masa pindah tu. 4 months dah waktu tu. Hectic life, work, family and all in between. Life transition is hard. Kau nak move in tempat baru. Suasana baru, Manjung panas ya. so nak setup internet untuk kerja, nak pasang aircond - eletric utilities, nak beli semua semua. So soooo tiring. but, Alhamdulillah.  All went well. Masih lagi dengan plan nak load more furniture. Tapi kitonyo tak aesthetic ya. Ijat pulak sejenis "jangan nak ngebat aje ye." "Beli untuk fungsi bukan untuk cantik" K ---- Sekarang nak cerita apa? 2nd Pregnancy. OK. Wasn't planned so much for this pregnancy. Kita banyak dep...

July again. Hi~

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Peace Be Upon To You, Peeeeeeeps! Not travel. But I am rewarding myself :) with airasia. free gift on birthday month! 

Interior Design Rumah Ala Ala Muji - Pinterest Made Of.

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Peace Be Upon To You, Peeeeeeeps! Disebabkan rumah sekarang sewa, tapi pattern nya ala ala jepun. Dinding kayu. So kita nak hias, tak boleh. Sebab contract sewa setahun je, lepas habis contract kena renew. So kita nak berangan design rumah beli. Alhamdulillah. Was bought it in 2018. Sebelum dapat jodoh. But I am a practical person - tak perfect tapi fikir banyak. Jodoh sebolehnya dekat dengan rumah mak dia. So my house should be around that area. Perfect, to the plan. Color/Theme: Minimalist color Kitchen kabinet macam nak buat sendiri. Haritu pegi IKEA. Pancing mata ijat untuk tryout something we are comfortable. Tak sakit mata. Simple, and fully storage based.  Idea:  Maybe you can copy it too.  Study Area + Work area + Prayer room area : Yela plan nak ambil master lah, phd lah, kerja la, wfh la kan. Simple, pimple dimple.  Bedroom : This can be added to guest room. :) Good idea.  Garage / Store: for Ijat (KIV) Halls: KIV.

First time mum :)

Peace Be Upon To You, Peeeeeeeps! The joyness being a mum is a huge experience, all of my feelings are in it. 9 months of her life now. I enjoyed it so much. Cherish the struggles. When she calls me by patting on me. I responded.  Cheeky smiles when I tease her. We tease her. Sleep literally everywhere. Her weaknesses is her strength. My weaknesses is she herself. I cry alot for her. She is my teacher. I am happy to for her. Happy 9 month baby HZ. I love you. We love you.